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[personal profile] alwaysimpure 2019-12-12 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"Not really." Sirius frowned, paused, wet his lips and then started scrubbing again. He really had never been any good at hiding his feelings, for better or worse. "I don't know. It's not for me, I guess. I just can't with girls. I don't get why everyone's all over it. I know, they all think I just... Whatever, but nah. Good for the ego, I guess."

He was a teenage boy. Of course he was ready to let people believe he was a player. "I like hanging with boys more."
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[personal profile] alwaysimpure 2019-12-12 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe if he hadn't at the moment so distracted by another stain, the words would have sunken in a bit more. As it was, Sirius was connecting some of it and not at all drawing some other connections, focused on scrubbing away, even as they talked. "It's different for everyone, mate. Lots of boys get awkward about it."

Just in his experience. "I've dreamt about snogging blokes though. A bloke, anyway. Think it's normal."
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[personal profile] alwaysimpure 2019-12-12 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, we have a lot of words for it too. My parents use them about my uncle, it's grand." Sirius rolled his eyes. Then he smirked, turned and pulled his shirt up. "I do like shirtlifter."

Just seemed silly, honestly. "As if girls don't like it when I lift my shirt." He was just saying. "And I don't know. I've never had a dream about doing stuff with a girl, you know? But I've done stuff with girls. So maybe it's equal."

Sirius shrugged his shoulders, letting go of his shirt again. "You don't want to do that though, right? To a bloke. I mean, I'd love it. You know me. I live to be my parents' shame. But if there's some bloke who's already struggling with so much stuff in his life... Nah."