"You get closer to Potter year after year and you see me less and less as days go by. I don't mind it, I just wonder sometimes. I worry you'll realise I'm not the sort you want as a friend." He heard what people said about him, he was bullied constantly through the years and he did always wonder if something would give and Sirius would change.

Looking down at him, he smiled. Handsome? Cute. "Would you be up for... no, I doubt you would." Severus sighed and picked up his book, leading Sirius on a little to peak his interest. "Nevermind."