"My best memory was meeting Hartley. The way he was so angry, he didn't want to play with me but I fucking made him and -- and he was so cute, in his own way. The way he looked at me. I would trade all the parties and drugs and rock and roll for like... a year more with him. Five more years. A lifetime." Every second with his boyfriend, he cherished it. He never thought he'd be loved and yet, here he was.

"Just make sure your Remus does it too. Lives a good life. He's got the odds against him too and being like Felix is rare, yeah? Just -- make sure he lives how he wants and has a good life." It was the best anyone could do.