"Life has to go on, man. For the living. I think about it, you know, dying at my age. There's so much I'm losing. 26... I can't believe it. And he's my age. He has so much life to live. He'll keep living on and I'll be a sad memory." And that sucked a lot but he knew it was a reality that they all had to engage with. He wasn't going to be here for long and he hated it.

"I do hope there's an afterlife or I can be a ghost or something. Sounds quite fun."

Harry laughed and then leaned his head back, exhaling slowly. "I hope hell is fun - lots of fags to meet. I always wanted to meet Freddy Mercury."