"I'm not unhappy, just ... shocked." He leaned up, kissing Sirius and then reaching up, slipping his fingers into Sirius' belt so he could play with it a little.

"Oh yeah? Damn. Those meds are toxic. I am the only one from my original support group left standing and I'm the only one to avoid AZT. It buys time for some but not radically and not always. Do yourself a favour, don't take it." Felix advised as he crossed his arms and looked sideways at Holden. "They're using us as guinea pigs, Hartley is so right. Trying to off us gays, first by being lazy and now by giving us some rejected cancer stuff."